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- I thought I was chasing freedom. I was actually running from safety.
I thought I was chasing freedom. I was actually running from safety.
Turns out chaos wasn’t freedom, it was just the only thing my body trusted.
For a long time, I said I wanted freedom.
Freedom in my schedule. Freedom in my work. Freedom to follow whatever felt aligned.
But if I’m being honest, what I actually wanted was to escape structure.
I thought structure was control. I thought discipline meant being boxed in.
So I did what most of us do when we confuse avoidance for intuition.
I chased the high of “flow.”
I jumped from idea to idea.
I made decisions based on emotion and called it alignment.
It looked spiritual on the outside, but it was really just my nervous system trying to survive.
Every time things started to stabilize, I’d create a problem.
Start a new project. Change directions. Burn it all down.
I told myself it was because I was growing.
But really, I was uncomfortable with safety.
Stillness used to feel like suffocation to me.
If things weren’t intense, I thought something was wrong.
I didn’t realize my body had been trained to live in chaos and call it freedom.
Eventually, I hit a wall.
I got tired of my own patterns.
Tired of getting “downloads” I never acted on.
Tired of calling inconsistency creative expression.
That’s when I started learning what real freedom actually feels like.
Freedom isn’t doing whatever you want.
It’s knowing you can trust yourself no matter what’s happening.
It’s following through.
It’s showing up.
It doesn’t need chaos to feel alive.
Discipline stopped being punishment when I realized it was self-respect.
Consistency stopped being control when I realized it was safety.
And that’s what Awakening Self was built for.
It’s not another mindset course.
It’s a full reset of how you relate to yourself.
It teaches you how to end the war between your mind, body, and soul so you can actually live what you’ve been learning.
Over four months, we’ll move through eight live workshops and four new lightbody trainings that help you integrate what you already know instead of chasing another breakthrough.
This is the only time I’m running it live before it becomes a self-led course.
After this, it won’t include the live coaching or community energy that happens when we’re all in it together.
If you’ve been doing “the work” but your life still feels like it’s circling the same themes —money, relationships, motivation, or self-trust —this is where it starts to shift.
Because manifestation without embodiment isn’t evolution.
And you can’t embody what you won’t stay present with.
If that hits home, come join me inside Awakening Self.
You’ll know if it’s the next step.
Join Awakening Self →
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Danielle
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